Several years ago my cousin killed himself. At the time I thought oh he was depressed and never thought too much of it (apart from the fact we lost him) now I know how he must of felt and it makes me cringe!

  -  22 April 2014

My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
My brother
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.

And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
had overdosed
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not

The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not

My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
almost invisible
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not

So y’all can take your narcissistic
and glamorizing
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.

But you
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.

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Everybody should reblog this wow

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488,784 notes   -  22 April 2014

Anonymous asked: Dont do it

Why not?

  -  22 April 2014


Seeing someone slowly lose interest in you is probably one of the worst things ever 

422,531 notes   -  22 April 2014

I think im going to cut today.
1 note   -  22 April 2014

I need to fast
  -  15 April 2014


im so ugly can i have a refund

112,759 notes   -  2 April 2014




Sounds like my therapist. And everyone else I know.




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